Devotions

I have been reading through the Old Testament lately in my devotions and in reading Deuteronomy and Joshua, I would love for those stories to be made into movies! I have been reading the battles and everything in them and I play it out in my mind and it's crazy! All the battles ( example, Joshua 8) and the walls of Jericho falling down (Joshua 6). The leadership under Moses, then Joshua, it's all so amazing! It's just as crazy to think of how the Israelites saw all of God's wonders and miracles and would still not trust in Him and would disobey Him.  I think about my own life and how I disobey or don't trust God as well when I know all the things He has done for me and I look at the Israelites and want to scream at them when reading sometimes, but then I look at myself and I'm just as guilty. I may not have huge bodies of water parting in front of me (the Red Sea and the Jordan), or be in an army that should not win against military that is well advanced beyond mine (the Israelites vs. basically everyone, lol), or have huge cities walls falling down in front of me (as the city of Jericho did), but I have the Bible and I know all the truth and everything that God has done in my own life to save and protect me and yet I still have many times where I don't trust in God. Sorry Lord for not always trusting, it is a consistent thing I struggle with in my own life, I'm sorry. Help me to trust You fully and to not let Satan try and waiver my faith in You! AMEN! :)