Saturday, March 19, 2011

Call me Out!

I'm Changing .... 
Watch Me..
Call Me Out .....
Keep Me Accountable ... 
I want to live for Christ! I want to shine for Him! If I'm not acting like He would want me to or if I'm having a bad attitude about things then please, as a friend, tell me. I want to be more like Christ everyday. I want to stop doing things or saying things that aren't showing Christ, or showing that I trust in Him, or that don't reflect Him. I'm asking for you're help. I am not perfect. I never will be. I am selfish, jealous, I have low self-worth and esteem, I'm un-trusting, a liar, disobedient, unwilling, deceitful, mean, lazy, foolish, naive, and so many other things that don't describe Christ. I see the worst in myself sometimes and I don't want to. I want to show God's love. I want to see Christ in myself more, not only showing Him to others but seeing that He is in me when I look at myself also.  
 I need accountability
I need to be set straight a lot of times. I want to change. I want to grow. 
Please pray for me
Pray that I can let Christ take over all of me and not hold any part back. Pray that I can fully trust Him, there are so many times when I doubt things in my life and when I do that I really am not trusting that God is in control. All of these blogs or postings I write are me writing to myself mostly. I don't write anything in here thinking I've already overcome any of this. I struggle with everything I write about and fall short so many times. I just need prayer and accountability to be more like Christ from anyone who is willing to give it! Thank you for your time. Thank you for your prayers and for the ones who will make me accountable. And thank you Lord for showing me when I'm in the wrong. I love You Lord! :) AMEN!

Psalm 51:10-12~
10 Create in me a pure heart, O God,
   and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
11 Do not cast me from your presence
   or take your Holy Spirit from me.
12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation
   and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.

2 comments:

  1. Your heart is in the right place, and you are taking steps in the right direction. You've acknowledged the issues you want to tackle, and you have a repentant heart. He makes all things new. We are works in progress, and He has promised He is faithful to complete it. Don't beat yourself up over what has been forgiven. Just keep walking.

    Those verses you wrote from Psalms are one of my favorites.

    Best to you, Taylor.

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  2. Thank you for your encouraging words :)

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