Letter From God... I want to be your First

This is a letter I felt led to send my mother a while ago when she was in a bad relationship and going through a tough time.... Since then my mom has showed it to others and it has helped them as well.... if someone is in the same situation I hope this letter can help . . .
It's written as though it is from God ....

Dottie,

When you were young you thought you knew Me, but I was never really first. You grew into a young woman and got married you started a family and that’s around when you really met and experienced Me. You loved Me with a passion. You showed Me to others in how you lived your faith and the words you spoke. Your sisters were lost and you showed them Me. You shared Me with your children and kept Me in front of their lives even when they tried to push Me away. You showed Me to friends and held on strong to Me. I know things were falling apart. Your marriage was something you struggled through, but you let Me help you through it. You tried. You prayed for your husband, but he did not want to really know Me. You and him separated, but when that happened you also gave up on Me. When you left him you didn’t have to leave Me as well, but you did. You didn’t trust Me anymore. You took your loneliness into your own hands. You dated men I would never want a daughter of mine to date. You went out and did things that broke my heart and then you decided you wanted to come back. But you came back not because of Me, but because of another man. You saw this other man as your Savior. You saw him as your hope and thought he was what would bring you to Me and have now relied on him for everything. Staying with him may have clouded your judgment into thinking you’re back to being close to Me, but without him in your life do you really trust Me to take care of you? Do you read the books you read to learn more about Me and become more intimate with Me, or just to learn more about what I would say about your problems with Him and how you can both just use Me to win fights? Do you really trust that I could be the only man in your life? Really Dottie could you be happy with just Me? If you couldn’t be happy with just Me (your God who will never leave of forsake you (Deut. 31:6)), how could you ever be happy with a man who will fail you at times? How are you feeling now? Do you remember when we were strong even in your pain? Back when you were married things were bad in your marriage, but I was fully trusted in and I still came first. I see you cry every day. Can you really think that that is a relationship I would want you in? Do you think I want you to be tortured? Don’t you think if you fully trusted in Me and really followed my plan that you would have an everlasting joy? Why don’t you trust Me? Isn’t it Me that you will spend an eternity with? ME. All of your earthly relationships will fail you, but I am constant and it is me you will end up with so why would you not trust Me? Why will you not give Me EVERYTHING. You know I’m not happy with what you’re in now. It does not reflect Me and my bride, the church. If things were right I would give you a peace that transcends all understanding. There would not be all this pain and sadness. Please I beg you, return to Me. Trust ME! Love Me with all of your heart! Love Me first. Put Me first. I am hurting to see you in pain. I am angered to see what has gone on. I love you and I don’t want this cycle to continue. Think if you saw one of your own daughters in a relationship like you are in? What would you do? Do you want them to feel the anxiety and depression you are feeling? You are my daughter. I don’t want you feeling that way, just like you wouldn’t want your daughters to feel that way. Don’t let them learn that this is how a relationship should be. Let them see my light in you first and when people see you let them not see or think that wow she’s in a relationship that’s messed up let them see wow look at how much she loves God and trusts in Him! I love you. I want the best for you.

As I have said, from My Word,  “¹¹ For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. ¹² Then you will call on Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. ¹³ You will seek Me and find Me when you seek Me with all your heart. ¹⁴ I will be found by you,” declares the LORD, “and will bring you back from captivity.^”Jeremiah 29:11

Love,

Your Father,

God