Rose Colored Glasses

Sometimes Life is confusing. Things happen and we don't know why. I've written about this a lot in my blogs about 'not knowing' and 'worrying' but I think I cause a lot of my confusion also. Sometime the answers are right in front of us and we just don't want to face them. We don't want to believe the truth or what we know the facts really say. I do that too many times.... It's now time to face the truth. To stop making excuses for whatever the situation may be and doing stupid stuff and to see whatever the problem is as it is. Without putting in my interpretation, because it seems I'm usually wrong and end up looking like a fool for interpreting in such a wrong way. I'm done being foolish. I'm done making excuses for myself and others. I'm ready to see things more clearly and stop trying to find my own will in God's will. He is my leader and my guide and I know He is not the author of confusion. I am. I confuse things for myself. I try to make things look better than they appear cause I don't want to see the truth. Well I'm done with my rose colored glasses and I'm ready to look at the truth. I'm ready to face the music. I'm ready to be real and cut out all the fakeness that I allow myself to believe is the truth, even if it's not what I want.
The END!